Used up Miracles

On a dark rainy night, I prayed for mercy
I fell to my knees with a heavy heart and pray for forgiveness
But then a howl sounds from a mountain top of depression and I forgot about me
I then gave up my space of a heart wrenching wolf
I promise to give it all away if that wolf would just wag its tail happily again
That night, I used up my miracles

I go through life, one mistake after another
I just made the biggest one; one that I thought I'd never make again
Silly me, never say never
Didn't I hear?
That Night, I used up my miracles

I lay my soul bare and reach for the heavens
I begged and I pleaded for a little clemency
But that dark, sad cry of a magnificent beast broke my heart and my sanity
I spoke to my soul, seeped through my being
Once again I prayed
That Night, I used up all my miracles

I crawl forward, heart pounding
I swore I'd never look back, couldn't go back
I was wrong for back I ago and again my heart breaks
There is nothing left for me but to stumble and blindly urge forward
Not knowing what is around the next bed for I have been cheated
That Night, I used up all my miracles

So I lay here, tears in my eyes and sorrow in my soul
I cannot breathe, think, laugh or move
I cannot beg, plead
or Pray...

My prayers will never be answered
They will land on deaf ears for I have give up my turn to a silent predator of the night

That

Night

I

Used

Up

All

My

Miracles

All is quiet
I have been tricked and the wolf is gone
The silence is broken by my shattering heart