My Heart's Cry

(By Lady Falcon do not Copy or repost without permission)

Hearts are breaking around me like timber falling
Pleading for assistance but my hands are tied
I am bound by the cruelty of my guilt and the indecision of my mind and heart
My homegurl is hurt and I am useless to help her, what good am I?
Hypocrits do and hypocrits say.....say with feeeling the way my ears are hearing everything in the darnkess of my head
The walls have crumbled, my feet will stumble up the steps of friendship
Loose my soul in thoughts of forever but what will she do with no friend to lean on...on ward and over
Everything's burning like a sore that keeps churning bring with it the doom of indecision
Break me over a wave of depression and build in my soul's place a a tower to warn
Stay back, she knows nothing...
you are her friend, but still she knows nothing, nothing of the troubles of the world in her ignorance of love
Wishing on a star is overracte but she does and when it doesn't work she sobs into her pillow, praying for mercy, praying for the end, praying for death...

Stay back..She knows nothing...

It's happening again....

Well guys,

It's starting. I don't even know how I didnt see it coming. I've been getting rather agitated lately and I think I know why. People I thought were my friends only served to stab me in the back and just basically show their true colours. Then friends that I expected to be there for me disappears for months and shows up in my life again.

Life is complicated as hell and no one told me it would be this hard. I mean I expected it to be but damn! My writing is going well, I guess that's the only thing that is working for me right now and its the one thing I have to get lost in when my life really turns to the shits.

Seriously, in your life you're supposed to have some good friends. The kinds of friends that will drop everything and be by your side if you need them. The friends that makes you promises and keep them but for some sick twisted reasons, I get stuck with the ones that doesn't give a shit about anything or anyone but themselves. I try to be like them but my heart wont let me. I try ignoring them, sticking up for anyone but myself but its not working. I am different that they are, I know that. I love different cultures. I scream "YATTA!" when I am happy or won something (for those of you who don't speak Japanese and is reading this, YATTA means Yippee or I GOT IT!" in Japanese), I write romance, I love friendship etc. I love the small things in life. I don't like loudness, I dont like drama, I dont like stupidity!

*sigh* I don't know. Maybe am making things too complicated or maybe ... I dont know...I guess I am making a big deal out of nothing but at my age I can't afford to sit back and be complacent anymore. I can't just lay here and do nothing. I am getting rather irritated at the way my life is going.

Before I go, the picture is of my new short story that's coming soon to Red Rose Publishing. It's called Desert Protector and its set in the desert.

As Always my name's a link...

Your Gurl

Lady Falcon

I'm a Maid Of Honour!

Hello all and happy new year! I have to say, my friend Aster is getting marriedin december...yah December... (I know she doesnt like us much lol). But I am her maid of honour and to tell you the truth I am lost! I have no idea what I'm doing. I know I'm supposed to be like the guard dog to the tower on the wedding day but what to do leading up to it all?

Well, I did the dress thing with her so she has her dress and now I have to find dresses for the whole bridal party. Which would will be kinda cute and I hate heels so I'm goin gout of my way not to be wearing any lol. I know it's her big day so if she insists on heels, who am I to argue? I'll just make her pay on my wedding day *giggles!*

But anyways, thought I'd vent a little, mostly to say happy new year and hope that your year is going wonderfully so far! As usual my name is a link to somewhere...this time, I bring you hot, sexy stories *winks*

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Lady Falcon