Well guys,
It's starting. I don't even know how I didnt see it coming. I've been getting rather agitated lately and I think I know why. People I thought were my friends only served to stab me in the back and just basically show their true colours. Then friends that I expected to be there for me disappears for months and shows up in my life again.
Life is complicated as hell and no one told me it would be this hard. I mean I expected it to be but damn! My writing is going well, I guess that's the only thing that is working for me right now and its the one thing I have to get lost in when my life really turns to the shits.
Seriously, in your life you're supposed to have some good friends. The kinds of friends that will drop everything and be by your side if you need them. The friends that makes you promises and keep them but for some sick twisted reasons, I get stuck with the ones that doesn't give a shit about anything or anyone but themselves. I try to be like them but my heart wont let me. I try ignoring them, sticking up for anyone but myself but its not working. I am different that they are, I know that. I love different cultures. I scream "YATTA!" when I am happy or won something (for those of you who don't speak Japanese and is reading this, YATTA means Yippee or I GOT IT!" in Japanese), I write romance, I love friendship etc. I love the small things in life. I don't like loudness, I dont like drama, I dont like stupidity!
*sigh* I don't know. Maybe am making things too complicated or maybe ... I dont know...I guess I am making a big deal out of nothing but at my age I can't afford to sit back and be complacent anymore. I can't just lay here and do nothing. I am getting rather irritated at the way my life is going.
Before I go, the picture is of my new short story that's coming soon to Red Rose Publishing. It's called Desert Protector and its set in the desert.
As Always my name's a link...
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